The Narc God of the OT

I was in a live session yesterday on TikTok when one of the followers mentioned the Narcissist has 8 Spirits of affliction - two of them being the Spirt of Guilt and the Spirit of Shame.

At this point I had the epiphany that The Catholic Church BREEDS NARCISSISTS.  

I'm not trying to target and condemn any particular religion here, but they dont call it "Catholic Guilt" for nothing.  There is a reason that this religion in particular comes with the label of "Catholic Guilt".  

And so in chewing on this a bit I can see how much being in a relationship with The God of the Old Testament is akin to being in a relationship with a Narcissist - evil, ill-will, sprinkled with acts disguised as love to keep the person trauma-bonded.   Now Im not talking about an OVERT Narc - the one with grandiose gestures of superiority.  No no... Im talking the sneaky COVERT Narcs.  If you've never been in a relationship with a covert narc, let me give you a small example of what a mind-f&$K it can be.  Lets say you hate red-cinnamon flavor.  The Covert Narc, who knows this about you, may then offer you a piece of delectable cinnamon-flavored chocolate they just bit into saying "Mmmm, try this MAPLE Chocolate!" and when you bite into it, its actually something that causes you physical discomfort, however mild.  Confronting them only gives them the opportunity to deepen the trauma-bond by making you question your reality and their intentions, deepening the Cognitive Dissonance: 
"Oh its cinnamon?? It tasted like Maple to me.  C'mon, I bought you fancy chocolates.... feels a little ungrateful the way youre acting about this."
OR.  Perhaps they simply “got too busy” to wish you a Happy Birthday, a happy Mother’s Day, or any other major holiday or event.  THIS IS A DEVALUING TACTIC used to make you appear insignificant and make them appear more important (whether the narc is conscious of it or not – this comes from deep DEEP insecurity and feeling of unworthiness.  They feel ‘not good enough’ so they need to make the victim feel less than.  Hurt people hurt people). 

Over and over and over and over again in dizzying cycles of insanity.

Thats how the Blood Thirsty Angry God of the OT is.
Darkness disguised as light.
Evil masquerading as good.
Curses as well as blessings.


Love with CONDITIONS.

It is, beyond a shadow of a doubt, psychological abuse.  I may be so bold to say that this is the Roman Catholic agenda put into motion with the intent to keep you trapped in this cycle of abuse and thus eternally trapped reincarnating into this planet/3D Matrix, to "Burn Eternally in Hell" (I innerstand earth dimension is hell). 

Its time to break the cycle.

Its time to BREAK THEM CHAINS!!! In Jesus Name