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Good morning. I am so deeply sorry for your family's loss. I have been fervently praying for everyone involved. I came across a comment on The News-Press (Fort Myers and Cape Coral) 's FaceBook page that I thought may need to get to you all. Its the very last comment posted - Christine Burch said, "My driveway is close to where this happened. I found a busted cell phone not sure if anyone in the accident is missing one. Was just thinking if it has an SD card they may want it."
I also received a message in regards to the accident itself. After I saw what had happened it got me to thinking about the current state of my relationship with my own dad, and I got to thinking about how when I was younger and he would take me for motorcycle rides, how I would always lean against the turn instead of into it. He would get frustrated with me. Within 5 minutes of that thought, my mind still consumed with the events, my husband (whom I had not shared any of this with yet) starts talking to me, "out of nowhere" about how aggravating it is when he had passengers on his bike that would lean against the turn. He hasn't even ridden his bike in ages. The timing and relevancy of his comment were too much to ignore. I then started getting repetitive messages about "terrible mistake", "awful choice", and there was one more phrase that was similar in context and I can not remember it precisely, but the impression I received was that it was just a poor decision made. I got the impression that they were almost arguing about who's fault it was - They both take blame. Please forgive me for hesitating on sharing this. I didnt feel it was my place. I can still get very uncomfortable about voicing my messages because people dear to me have told me how "wrong" or "crazy" I must be (Luke 4:24). And I was waiting on His guidance, but the Lord has pressed it on my heart for days now and I realized by NOT sharing, I was operating out of fear instead of love. "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind" (2 Tim 1:7) I wish I had more to share - some loving message or reassurance, but that was all that was given to me. Im not exactly sure what you are to do with this information, but I am praying that God will lead you and that the Holy Spirit rains down to give direction and comfort. My continued prayers are with your family during this very difficult season. God Bless. - - - - - - EDITED TO ADD: Confirmation: The enemy was coming at me pretty hard last night with doubts and insecurities after posting this. I wanted so much to take it down. I feel like Im being intrusive and I dont want to insert myself where I am not welcome. Being told that my giftings and messages are 'crazy' or 'wrong' is also very triggering for me so I was battling that. As I was thinking about taking it down and if I even conveyed the message correctly, the Holy Spirit spoke through my husband once again - he was walking into the kitchen with Our son and Milo was squirming when Lance said, "C'mon, lean WITH the driver buddy". Another "random" reference to the tragic events that have effected your family (I still have not told him, so its not like it was in his subconscious). So I am standing firm with this message. Im not sure if there are unanswered questions or what but I believe that his rider leaned against a turn and he made a miscalculation or misjudgment in steering. It was an awful mistake and they both feel responsible. Thank you for understanding my direct and forthrightness. I do not mean to address this so bluntly and straightforward - please know that my deepest condolences are with you all. Love in Christ, Missy
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